From my little boy. It took a long time to get here. Along the painful journey to love, I have learned so much. Healed so much. Through the pain of this child, God healed me.
If he hadn't been sent away, he wouldn't have suffered. If the sending country had a better social service system. If they weren't sexist. If they weren't biased. If. If. If. Some even think the whole idea of adoption is evil. So many evils in the world. What we do with them? There are some that insist that I believe certain things, fight for certain rights, join certain organizations. Maybe I will. Someday.
Today? I am still reveling in a little boy, laying in bed, blanket tossled and twisted around his legs, his arms around his oma,who can say,
I'll never stop loving you.