For another child.
I go to a "waiting child" site and look at all the little ones waiting. Waiting for a new mama. A third mama, a fourth mama . . . a Forever Mama. One waiting one will tug at me, calling to me, like this one:
There's something about him that reminds me of my Boo:
Maybe they don't look alike at all. Maybe it's a little sadness, a little uncertainty so common with children waiting for a new mama. We are waaay past the regulation age limit. HH has some health issues. I have some health issues. Boo, our only, is just right for us. I've thought this through a hundred times. Two hundred times.
"La coeur a ses raison que la raison ne connait point."
- Blaise Pascal
UPDATE: Here he is at what must be around 16-18 months: